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Unpacking Imposter Syndrome on Giant Mountain
Photo by Dustin Riehl Breathless and tired, I paused on the rocky landing and turned to look at my progress. In the distance I could see...

Ashley Ensminger
Apr 7, 20257 min read


Taking the Edge Off: My Alcohol-Free Journey
One year and three months ago, I made the decision to give up alcohol forever, a decision that I had contemplated for a long time. I am...

Ashley Ensminger
Mar 5, 20255 min read


Room for Grief
Last night I dreamed about grief. I only remember a sliver of the dream now. My mother wasn't there, and it wasn't about her sickness, or...

Ashley Ensminger
Dec 23, 20194 min read


The Skill of Wandering: On Turning 30 without a Map
The second time I drove to Pittsburgh alone (in 2016) I got lost for over two hours. I love the city, but I am a country gal. I mean a...

Ashley Ensminger
Feb 6, 20196 min read


Christmas for Sophie: Rediscovering Holiday Magic
I bought red and black plaid patterned wrapping paper this year. It was cheap—the kind that will probably tear here and there when I’m...

Ashley Ensminger
Dec 6, 20186 min read


Defining Normal in the World of Co-Parenting
Today I woke up alone. Late morning hues of golden light filtered through the window. Above my purple hibiscus duvet hung an invisible...

Ashley Ensminger
Aug 21, 20188 min read


Alone vs Lonely: Going Solo in the Land of Fire and Ice
Last week I flew to Iceland with only a small backpack and a deep thirst for the unknown. It was the perfect time for me to go. Job...

Ashley Ensminger
Jun 1, 20187 min read


Taken by the Wind: A Story About Finding Home
In the last eleven years I have had ten addresses. Ten of those yellow DMV cards that go with my driver's license to prove I've moved....

Ashley Ensminger
May 10, 20185 min read


Learning Misneach on The Emerald Isle: A Tale of Letting Go
I was 26 the first time I traveled alone. I was 26 the first time I boarded a plane, entered another country, and navigated unfamiliar...

Ashley Ensminger
Mar 7, 20187 min read


How to Beat the Winter Blues and Get Back to Writing
Over the past few weeks I have seen Pennsylvania temperatures from -10 to 50 degrees Fahrenheit (not including an insane wind chill that...

Ashley Ensminger
Jan 18, 20185 min read


4 Ways to Find Your Best Self: Goal-Setting vs New Year's Resolutions
As December slowly fades to black, I'm doing what many others are doing this time of year. I'm scribbling down a list of...

Ashley Ensminger
Dec 31, 20176 min read


5 Reminders for Holiday Grieving
I have not shared a Thanksgiving meal with my mother in over four years. She passed away in January of 2014. During her last...

Ashley Ensminger
Nov 20, 20175 min read


Why 'Self-Protecting and Wise' Decisions Have Nothing to Do with Sexual Assault: An Open Let
Dear Mayim Bialik, I am not a perfect 10. I'm a plain, awkward, maybe-sexy-if-the-lighting-is-right goofball of a seven in the "real...

Ashley Ensminger
Oct 18, 20173 min read


Writing Love on Cadillac Mountain
For the past two years I have been fortunate enough to have my writing retreats planned for me through my graduate program. This January...

Ashley Ensminger
Jul 13, 20175 min read


Three Ways Writing Changed My Life
"I have no fear, I have only love." -Stevie Nicks Writing has been an important part of my identity since the second grade. I wrote...

Ashley Ensminger
Mar 17, 20177 min read
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