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Unpacking Imposter Syndrome on Giant Mountain
Photo by Dustin Riehl Breathless and tired, I paused on the rocky landing and turned to look at my progress. In the distance I could see...

Ashley Ensminger
Apr 77 min read
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Taking the Edge Off: My Alcohol-Free Journey
One year and three months ago, I made the decision to give up alcohol forever, a decision that I had contemplated for a long time. I am...

Ashley Ensminger
Mar 55 min read
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Room for Grief
Last night I dreamed about grief. I only remember a sliver of the dream now. My mother wasn't there, and it wasn't about her sickness, or...

Ashley Ensminger
Dec 23, 20194 min read
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The Skill of Wandering: On Turning 30 without a Map
The second time I drove to Pittsburgh alone (in 2016) I got lost for over two hours. I love the city, but I am a country gal. I mean a...

Ashley Ensminger
Feb 6, 20196 min read
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Christmas for Sophie: Rediscovering Holiday Magic
I bought red and black plaid patterned wrapping paper this year. It was cheap—the kind that will probably tear here and there when I’m...

Ashley Ensminger
Dec 6, 20186 min read
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Defining Normal in the World of Co-Parenting
Today I woke up alone. Late morning hues of golden light filtered through the window. Above my purple hibiscus duvet hung an invisible...

Ashley Ensminger
Aug 21, 20188 min read
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Alone vs Lonely: Going Solo in the Land of Fire and Ice
Last week I flew to Iceland with only a small backpack and a deep thirst for the unknown. It was the perfect time for me to go. Job...

Ashley Ensminger
Jun 1, 20187 min read
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Taken by the Wind: A Story About Finding Home
In the last eleven years I have had ten addresses. Ten of those yellow DMV cards that go with my driver's license to prove I've moved....

Ashley Ensminger
May 10, 20185 min read
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Learning Misneach on The Emerald Isle: A Tale of Letting Go
I was 26 the first time I traveled alone. I was 26 the first time I boarded a plane, entered another country, and navigated unfamiliar...

Ashley Ensminger
Mar 7, 20187 min read
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How to Beat the Winter Blues and Get Back to Writing
Over the past few weeks I have seen Pennsylvania temperatures from -10 to 50 degrees Fahrenheit (not including an insane wind chill that...

Ashley Ensminger
Jan 18, 20185 min read
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4 Ways to Find Your Best Self: Goal-Setting vs New Year's Resolutions
As December slowly fades to black, I'm doing what many others are doing this time of year. I'm scribbling down a list of...

Ashley Ensminger
Dec 31, 20176 min read
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5 Reminders for Holiday Grieving
I have not shared a Thanksgiving meal with my mother in over four years. She passed away in January of 2014. During her last...

Ashley Ensminger
Nov 20, 20175 min read
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Why 'Self-Protecting and Wise' Decisions Have Nothing to Do with Sexual Assault: An Open Let
Dear Mayim Bialik, I am not a perfect 10. I'm a plain, awkward, maybe-sexy-if-the-lighting-is-right goofball of a seven in the "real...

Ashley Ensminger
Oct 18, 20173 min read
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Writing Love on Cadillac Mountain
For the past two years I have been fortunate enough to have my writing retreats planned for me through my graduate program. This January...

Ashley Ensminger
Jul 13, 20175 min read
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Three Ways Writing Changed My Life
"I have no fear, I have only love." -Stevie Nicks Writing has been an important part of my identity since the second grade. I wrote...

Ashley Ensminger
Mar 17, 20177 min read
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